Current mood:	groggy
Current music:	" Lucky " - Jason Mraz

Finals. I'm Mad At Chiisu. D8
Chiisu is a heartbreaker. On the reals, mothaphukkkaaaaa. :(
FEELMYBUMMER. [allusion to some random nikka on this shiet ... ]
Today is the second day of the last week!
It's actually quite exciting if you think about it .. but regardless of all the mind reveling excitement, I kind of dread the end of this week. Mostly because I have to go to Glendale this Saturday and take the SAT exam. I know all my AP English studying is gonna come in handy for the English portion of the exam and shit, but that still doesn't save me from the fuckery hell of the math portion.

Math ...
God, fuck math.

It's like my worst subject EVER, with Science not too far behind. Shiiiiiit, but whatever man .. I'll do whatever the fuck I can and hope that's enough to get me somewhere. Hope hard as fuck. :\
Luckily, I can study somewhat over the summer break for my remaining tests in the Fall. I hope that Sonny will help me with all my summer assignments for APs. XD
Fuck that makes me sound like a freeload, but what the fuck ever, man. Gotta get shit down some way or another. Or else I'm fucked. Considering I'm gonna be missing the first week of school senior year. AUUUGHHHHHHPISS.

ohwell.


You wanna know something awful? Well ...
I officially lost all of my motherfucking music.
Yeah, pretty fucking much. I went through all this fucking fuckshit to get a monitor screen for my desktop PC, so I could upload all of my music onto my iTouch and shiet.
So, when I finally manage to get one -- donated by good old Hagrid who's gained far too much inches in width to calculate such a feat -- I try accessing my music fold and nothing is there.

Absofuckinglutely nothing is there.
But the rest of my programs and picture files are all there?
I believe it's safe to say I blew my brains out from the moment of deplorable agony and rage. Ultimately, I could have curbstomped a fucking bitch and forced tidbits of their own fecal amtter down their mouthes whilst bawling like a motherfuck. But since that was highly unprobable considering there was no one around but myself .... I simply sat in my new computer chair (which is actually pretty fucking ace with all the random holes o A O;;), and hung my head low in a state of obvious animosity.
Fucking shit. Whatever. :\

I'm going out of state in a month to spend my vacation in Chicago, Illinois. Thankfully, I will not fucking burn and rot in dead skin cell beds. D: Actually, I'm really excited to go, because I miss everyone I met quite terribly. They were a rather nice lot, really. When I first moved there, I never expected to fall on terms with anything. And I really didn't. It took me almost the whole godforsaken summer to get the fuck over the fact I moved to the other side of the country. I'm glad I was able to adapt before Fall came around, because then people would have probably been afraid of my scowling face. o A O

Well, yeah. Everyone I met at school there was extremely kind to me. * O * It was a really comforting thought at the time. But now it's just a bummer, since I really want to chill with them again. :\ Well ... I am, but still. I'm kind of impatient right now. XD Ahhh ... ohwell.
My flight leaves on the fourth of July and gets to Chicago at like eight-thirty in the night. I'm like ... gonna be in planes and waiting halls for like forever. XDDD But that ain't matter, 'cause when I get there, it's gonna be fucking rad. 8DD

I can't wait to bear hug THREADLESS, and Gustav. XD I hope Blow-J goes to the airport as well, 'cause he's one of the few I also wanna see really bad. E:< A friend of mine from Burbank High is also going to spend the summer in Chicago. Which is really, for lack of better term, FUCKTASTIC. She was, like, born in Chicago -- so, she knows everything and all that snazz. And since I couldn't really go to all the touristic spots when I lived there due to mum, I'm fucking stoked that she's willing to show me around. [aleks.<444]

So far the only thing I've got planned when I'm there is: chill with them Chicago nikkas, get blown, shop around, be a fucking tourist, do AP summer assignments, hook up with some random cute chick, dominate Jesse XD<33, be a leech, convince Chiisu to cross the border [LOLOLOLZ] and hopefully land a couple of gigs. IDUNNO ..
shiet, just gonna be spontaneous. :D

I'm gonna go pass out now.